Pshht, yeah right.
New Zealand was just the epic start to my sweet as voyage of this thing called life. There is no way to be there same after living out of the boot of a beat up station wagon, no cell or internet service, cooking food on a methylate spirits burner or fire, no showers, climbing mountains, flying wings, surfing waves, trekking glaciers, surving earthquakes, building friendships, in remote places in the most beautiul country in the world. This game of figuring out a career, a life path, and planning a future is an utter waste of time. "If you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans," talk about my first experience finally listening to that. There is no more freeing and appropriate feeling than to just pass your entire life into the hands of the father almighty, and just enjoy the ride. "Do not conform to the patterns of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God's will is - his good, pleasing, and PERFECT will" (Rom: 12-2). Score one for having a creating and ruler whose plan for you is the best and most awesome it could ever be. I'll tell you what, his will for me is freakin epic.
Here is my motivation and inspiration for taking off from my "Life" and heading to New Zealand. I knew it was my opportunity to "chase lions," and it was the best decision of my life:
"Quit living as if the purpose of life is to safely arrive at death. Set God-sized goals. Pursue God-ordained passions. Go after a dream that is destined to fail without divine intervention. Keep asking questions. Keep making mistakes. Keep seeking God. Stop pointing out problems and become part of the solution. Stop repeating the past and start creating the future. Stop playing it safe and start taking risks. Expand your horizons. Accumulate experiences. Consider the lilies. Enjoy the journey. Find every excuse you can to celebrate everything you can. Live like today is the first day and last day of your life. Don't let what's wrong with you keep you from worshiping what's right with God. Burn sinful bridges. Blaze a new trail. Criticize by creating. Worry less about what people think and more about what God thinks. Don't try to be who you are not. Be yourself. Laugh at yourself. Quit holding out. Quit holding back. Quit running away. Chase the lion!"
-Mark Batterson: In a Pit with a Lion on a Snowy Day
Saying goodbye to the land, people, and experiences has been very hard. So much happened and people back home just don't understand it, so I hope that I can maintain relationships through text, Skype, Facebook, email, or whatever means to hold onto the feelings.
Thank you to every single person I met on my trip, and everyone back home who followed me and supported me through everything. It was was heartwarming having 47 Facebook notifications when I got online the first time after the earthquake seeing if I was Ok, asking if I needed anything, and just telling me they have me in their thoughts and prayers. The world is held together by love, and Im so blessed to have people like you who love so hard.
I love each and every one of you to death, and there is nothing you can do about it. Thanks for letting me share my life with you. Now it's off to Ohio until November for this bloke!
Love always,
Mitch